Today I write for someone I thought was a friend, someone I felt was so special to me, someone who would be there for me forever, someone who shattered me by simply saying ‘I have changed’. I dedicate this to the girl, I still think is my friend and will always be.
‘Friendship’, you never understood what it is. You meant a lot to me and I had always been there for you. You were a friend of mine but things now are different both for me and you. You say ‘I have changed’ and I feel so have you.
I tried to think I never knew you, but all I thought was about you. You turned so cold and bled my heart, you mocked my feelings and made me cry, you drenched me into dark and now all I am is incomplete without you. Still you say ‘I have changed’ but it seems so have you.
I tried to be with the crowd but all I feel is lonely. I feel something missing, something lost, something gone forever. We were so well together, everything was fine. You were a friend of mine and so was I yours. I had always been there for you and so have you been for me. But it seems things have changed and I am the one who’s blamed. I don’t know why you say ‘I have changed’ but I feel so have you.
You may say, I am different and you hate me. You may say I am not the one you wanted me to be. You may say you are ashamed and might be disgusted of me. You may say ‘I have changed’ and I’m no more the one I used to be. But remember something, ‘I will always be there for you, however hard it may be for me’.
